I know that when I arrive, the clarity of vision I have now may disappear. I have made my plans. I have prepared for this. But I know the transition from the Dark Place will be hard on me -- and not just physically. It may affect my mind, my memory.
These pages should help me remember and focus. That's worked for me before. Even if that fails, I think I will be able to trust my instincts.
I'm navigating my own story. I'm hoping I'll know where to go and what to do, even if the details elude me.
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American Nightmare Manuscript: Pages and Instinct
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Rachel